Romans 12:1-2, Ephesians 5:25-27
What God said to me – I gave Myself for you in order that you might be clean, holy and blameless. But you must let Me wash you with the water of the word by spending time in it – not just reading or even studying but by renewing your mind thru meditation. Think on My word. Your struggles are because you have allowed so much into your mind through reading and movies and other media that those things consume your thoughts rather than My word. Return to My word. Force yourself to think about it when other thoughts press in. It will become easier after a time and I will wash you clean.